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2010-05-21T11:56:00.002+08:00

Hello EVERY-BODY!

Ok. Firstly... I see this blog is so terrible dead.

Supporters thought Im dead too. & dont vote for me. Or haters read my blog instead?

Hhahahas. Whatever you are.

Fuck care.

Anyway.

I GOT MYSELF BANGS!

Major Lame and Laugh Out Loud Haircut.

Uh uh! Probably dont want post pic up yet.

Wait till I get used to myself first before you all see me. Hahahas.

Gossipsssssssss for today.

Oooo...

Who loves Megan Fox?

Well.. Shes hot, pretty and plastic for I know.

Been in Transformer 1 and 2. In Jennifer's body too.

And soooo not going to be in Transformer 3. Hot or Not?

Justin Bieber got inked?

A bird? Hahas.

The most 'popular' and 'loved' celebrity of all time to me is Lindsay Lohan.

Bella from Twilight pregnant? OMG! Ya even married?

Cyrus Daddy is fine with Miley's Lap dancing?... Hmmm.. Generous?....

Boohoo.. Ive watched Ghost whsiperer and Vampire diaries.

Am watching defeated queen..

Too slow for me. Yes. Im whining.

2010-05-15T03:38:00.002+08:00

Hello Everybody!
Attention please! I officially need you guys to help me.
Please vote for us. Once daily.
Please please please... A click away only.

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Thank you!

2010-05-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

Hello~

Im currently at home waiting for mummy to pass me my medical certificate.

Life is dull and boring..

For those who does not know yet.

Yes. Im quiting Poly.

And been skipping school like nobody business.

For the first time in my life, the most serious business like skipping school for two weeks straight.

And! Its not gonna end. Soon.. Three weeks.. One month.

Firstly... I wanna say.. Daddy.. Im sorry. I didnt mean to make your life even more miserable.

I know that you will never see this cos you dont know blogs and english.

But yes. I have blogs to write my feelings out. I vent my anger and share happiness here.

I am really really sorry. Sorry if I disappoint you again and again.

I give everything a serious thought. Think over and over again.

Still... Im sorry. Very truly sorry.

You never know how sorry I am. I wish that next life. Daddy is living happily with his true love and have great kids that are smart and doesnt disappoint you.

This lifetime, Im gonna quit poly. But I will work really hard and give you allowances I promised.

So. People.. Im going for an interview at SIA.

Yeap. Singapore Airlines.

Dont be too happy yet. So I got other interviews lining behind SIA interview.

Later on.. I got Uni Qlo.

Tomorrow is my Anniversary. Still together and counting on.

On the 10th Cotton On.

On the 12th Wingtai. A big organisation that brings brands in like Topshop if my Radar doesnt go off.

Yeap. Small to big chances of getting in.

Still. I wish and hope very much that I got into SIA. Then Daddy wont be so sad or disappointed.

Sorry an infinity times Daddy. I love you.

I really really do love you dad.

2010-05-07T10:18:00.001+08:00

Hell-o.

I received a call today.
The first thought came to my mind was my illness.
My heart beats very loud and fast.
I inhale and pick up the phone. 'Hello?'
The person.. 'Hello. Is this Ms Tan?'
I.. 'Yes?...'
The person... 'Im calling from the Bedok North Police HQ'
My heart sank.
Somehow I think Im afraid to know the results but still want to actually know the result.
So.. yeah.. well. The Sergent was fierce. Gave me a warning.
Yet destroy my whole day. Very emo after that.

Life.. How to walk this path?

2010-05-07T10:17:00.001+08:00

Yikes!

I wonder what are my RP schoolmates thinking of me right now.. 'She skipped school' 'When is she coming?' and so on.?

Anyway.. Had my blood test yesterday. Its my second time already. Stupid doctor. Scare me. Although I know about the illness, he also dont need say about the medicines mah.. Make me dont wanna know about it anymore. But for the worst case scenario, I know I cant avoid it no matter what. Either medicine for years or surgery. Which do you think is the best? I also had no idea at all. To be trueful, I have been avoiding knowing for years.

Lets not talk about it anymore. For the time being only can wait for the results.. Yeap.

Should be next week then go school. Will they hate me? Despise me? Outcast me?

Got a feeling that girl will. She should be thinking Im a vase bah.

Im an introvert in case you dont know. Please dont judge people. You might be wrong and hurt others. Please stop drawing a circle around you. Just saying for your good. (:

Alright. Thats all for now. Take care you people! (: Smiles

Laughing and smiling keeps doctor away too. (:

Dont be like me.

2010-05-07T10:16:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody.. Im Tan Ying Chuan. Im a typical Singaporean. Maybe a little bit special in my own ways.

Special in? Like for example i do not want to have kids. I dont wish to have kids is mainly because I dont want my kids to end up like me. What do I mean by that? I am a weird girl who thinks life isnt life. The modern people who are living their lives now is not life. They are just living their lives away. They work for money. Only money counts. Thats all. Nothing else matters. Theres no longer such thing as liking to them. Only survival in this economy. Like Singapore. Its cruel. I always think that why do I have to study? Why? For knowledge? And again its for? No matter how much I think, no matter how deep i think, it still all leads to a conclusion that is money. We have to study for money. Work for money. Money that most of us think its the only thing that can keep us alive. I have always been dreaming of a dream, a fantasy, quite unrealistic yet realisable. I want to live in a kampong. I want everything to be simple. I dont want to live in a world where there is only money but no hearts. Everybody is only thinking of money. But ask yourself, do you really want that money?

Well.. I personally dare to say I do not want money. I dont need riches. I want a simple life. I want to study and learn something I like. I want to have a job that I desire to become. I want to live my way. Why is it so hard to live a simple life? Why is everybody striving to be the best out of someone they dont want to be? The best in making money? Till the end of time, they realise, money is just a piece of paper that needs to be in this world to control everyvbody?

I want and wish to lead a kampong life. Where I can grow whatever I want. Do whatever I want. I just want my life to be like this. Peaceful and quiet.

I know myself very well. Once I had settled my mind, its near to impossible to change my mindset. Its like I have already carved it into my head. And no one is able to undo it. I also know that my kids will have this kind of mindset. I dont want my kids to be living the same way as I am. I dont think Im living life. I dont think its my life. I think Im living everybody's life. This isnt the way I want my life to be.

I did not attend school today. I have already totally lost my purpose of going school. I dont want to continue this kind of life for nothing. Its not something worth doing for. Not something for perservering for. This Republic Poly life is totally not worth my all. Not worth my brains to think about making friends anymore. Not worth my stomach to be flipped over and over again in front of classmates.

Whats wrong with wanting to lead a simple life. Whats wrong with my dreams. Whats wrong? Very unacceptable? Whats wrong with cutting other people's hair? Whats wrong with opening a convenience store? I only think there is something terribly wrong with the world. They want money to a state that they can forget who they are and what they love doing? I dont feel happy for them trying to make so much money. You can fake happiness from money. But soon realise, you are not smiling by heart.

I have been thinking and thinking.. dreaming perhaps. And soon later... come to a pause and I ask myself why when I think of my future, Im not seeing it alone. Im seeing you in the picture in my head. What happens if you leave me? Will you ever change? Do you even want to support a wife? I dont know.. It isnt me. Its u.

Life.. One day. I know I will get to live life my own way.

2010-05-07T10:15:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone..

Current mood: I just survived after a presentation. Totally break out in sweat.

Its just the second day of school and i already have people asking me to post up about my first day in school. Lols.

Hmmm..

First day was.... Curious.

Everything was so new. Totally not like Secondary school. Way way big differences.

Okay.. Lets start at the very beginning.

The most obvious difference would be attire.

In RP, everybody go sch like they are going for a fashion show whereas in Secondary school, everybody look the same.

School. In RP, you wanna attend school you attend lor, never attend means no points lor. Easy.

In Secondary sch, you wanna attend school means good conduct, never attend means pon sch = bad conduct. Therefore, call parents.

In RP, be it rain or shine, if you are late means you are late. You cannot even be late by 1 second. If you are late, 0.5 points deducted out of 4. Its like GPA = Daily grade

In secondary school, late means sit one side and take late slip go class. In total, cannot be late 3 or more times that term. If rains, theres no such thing as late in BNSS. = grade based on exams and tests

In RP, if you are sick, MUST take MC. Need to apply for LOA. If not, your daily grade will be 0.0.

In secondary school, if you are sick, need take MC in case teacher ask. Which nowadays, teacher cant be bothered to ask already.

In RP, better get your balls ready. No balls = die. Presentations like nobody buisiness. Be it stage fright or weak heart.

In secondary schools, presentations are rare to 1 out of 1000. No balls = dont go school.

Okayy. Enough of the comparison. Today is Saturday. I ought to give myself a break and continue the battle on Monday.

Oh. Before I really end off RP topic, I wanna add that RP is totally not what you think it is.

It isnt a lousy school. It is a very strict school. Theres no lousy people in there. People dont speak singlish in my class. Nor their mother language. They speak proper fluent english which to a point that I believe they are aliens. Lastly, a smoke free school. Dont smoke at the bus stop. You will get caught immediately.

Basically, RP to me... SUCKS to the core!

I know that someday somehow, classmates or teammates might see this post. But sad to say, I think its the truth.

2010-05-07T10:13:00.005+08:00

Yippies!! HELLO everyone!!

Below are outdated photos. Better post them up so i can clear away & make more space in my phone.

Lols.

Manhattan Fish Market is goooood!~~

I love Taimei also goood~~

If you guys have not try. You should try it! (:

At swensons. My adorable bf randomly make for me. Sweets*

At Manhattans. Drools*

Drools*

I love Taimei.

WARNING!

THE FOLLOWING PICTURES MIGHT CAUSE DISORDERS

2010-04-01T13:13:00.006+08:00

O M G !

This blog is so dead !!

So many things happen lately.

As usual!

Thats my life.

Always complicated like sh*t

Lols.

Hmm...

For those of you wondering...

Had a fight with mum. Again.

Maybe this time worst?

Lame ambulance thingy and police statement thingy.

Hais.

Lets move on.

I freaking lost my ring!

Lols.

Of course. Boyfriend wont blame me for that. Hor?

He lost his too!

Lols.

Aiya! Say so much you also wont understand.

& LITERALLY i mean REALLY

too far to take you there.

Lols.

Oh!

That time my baby is SonyErricson W995

if I havent disclose it yet.

Lols.

I got a new baby again!!

*drums roll please*

Lenova lappy!

Cool. Daddy is so super good to me.

I love you daddy! :D

Hmmm... What else?

Happy Se7en Months Anniversary!

I love you more than ever.

Oh. Trust me!

I do!

Hahahas.

I know you know. :D hehe

Phew!~ Glad we pass this test.

Super hard cans!

Well.... Major is coming up.

No failing.

Walk through this together by heart.

Muacks.

B T W

I change my songs already.

Listen to same songs everyday will die right?

Hahahas..

enjoy those SUPER DUPER outdated photos

Ciaos!

I look so happy.

Trying on super high heels. (:

Man! They are really high!

Ultra difficult to walk.

This obviously is a hand roll piano.

My sister is playing it.

Theres sound coming out from it. Lols.

On the shuttle bus.

Camwhore with mei ;P

The fluffy puffy soft toys we are holding cost only $9.90!

Yes! Sing dollars. Hahas.

Outing with girlfriend.

So tall! How to finish?! Lols.

Oh! My boyfriend bought me these.

He is totally sweet to the max.

Hmm.. Taken on an outing with Sean and darling.

K boxing with buffet

Yums... I miss the Chawamushi!

One of the modes in cam

Heres another.

Can tell how clear my cam is.

The mirror is so dirty! Lols.

Okay!

Tata!

Oh! Schools in for me soon!

Damn!

2010-03-20T14:27:00.002+08:00

Its always good to move on.

We all had done wrong things before & we seek forgiveness.

Let the past be the past.

Takecare

2010-03-16T16:31:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow beings.

One week without boyfriend was quite alright.

Nono. We did not break up.

Previous post was about a bad dream. In another words, it aint real if you dont understand english. Thats why we got spammers whinning at the tagboard like they got a clue.

But actually they dont! Hahahas. How embarrasing! Disgrace.

So my boyfriend. He went diving. (: He was a certified diver. Oo.

Most of his family. His dad too.

Hmm. Just a simple update.

Outing with Sean and Sherry at Orchard.

Dinner at Kbox. Chilled.

Movie at Andys w Dunping, his girl friend & botak. <-- New guy I met. I forgot his name. Paiseh.

Mahjong with Andy, KY/DP, Auntie.

Outing with Girlfriend yesterday.

Thats all I can remember. Not sure if I left out some.

OH! I got a new baby. Lols. I earned myself this one. (:

Pictures will be uploaded next time when im free.

Off to Sherry hse soon. Ps

2010-03-04T15:01:00.003+08:00

It was a familiar yet strange home.

My mother and father as you had known. Left each other.

My mother got together with another guy whom she knew years ago. A baddie.

I remembered sitting in the living room. I could not remember the ones beside me.
I was very tense and strange.

I was looking and trying hard to listen to any sounds from the room round the corner up front.

For some reason, my sister and brother were in there.

They were not out for hours.

Baddie was in there too.

& for some reason, I felt danger and threat. I knew baddie was up to no good.

I recalled doing nothing.

I did not went to knock on that door. I did not call anyone, not the police.

I was sitting there. Impatiently. Waiting for them to open that door.

I know all along, theres someone beside me. I couldnt be sure if it was Lovell or Norris or perhaps some other guys.

I did not look at the one beside me. I was all eyes and ear towards the door in front.

I knew the guy beside did talk to me. I couldnt hear.

I stood up to walk to the room opposite the door. The one beside me followed.

I sat in there.

A few moments later, I went over to look at the door, it was opened.

A quick glance. No one.

I jumped and flew to the kitchen.

My mum is crying. Tears were rolling down.

I looked around. Theres no sight of sister and brother.

I immediately swing open the storeroom door.

My eyes.. 'bleed'.

My sister was standing in there. Naked.

My young brother didnt look very much affected.

Theres no baddie.

My heart hurts.

I went over to my sis, hold her in my arms and asked her 'What happen?'.

She told me, 'The baddie took off his pants...' I interrupted. and signal stop.

I couldnt bear to listen anymore.

I walked up to mum and asked 'How could you do this?!'.

She did not say a word. She turm into a bird and flew away.

A bird like dad used to own. Small green bird.

I went away. To the living room and drift away from reality.

When I was back to reality, my sister and brother were in the living room with me.

I was looking heartbreakingly at my sis.

Suddenly, she had a pain look.

I quickly went over and asked her in chinese '很痛啊?'.

Oblivioius to surroundings, a voice interrupts angrily.

I turn over and saw grandma on the chair.

She looked irritated by us. I was shocked.

I remembered having the thoughts to phone the police or find dad to help us. Out of this hell.

But the feeling of police might not be able to help us was very strong.

My mum and grandma were there. They would speak for that baddie. It will be gameover.

I did not know where dad went to.

It was like nobody can help us.

No one could.

Being an elder sis, seeing my sister and brother in a state like this, Im going crazy.

I blamed myself heavily for not being able to do anything to help them. Im going depressed.

This feeling was undescribable. Its was sucky. I sucked.

When no help can ever come, Im not of much help either.

I screamed and woke up in shock. Disbelief.

I realised that Im tramautied by what has happened to me in real life.

It was still early.

I dared not go back to sleep.

Im afraid I will go back to that painful dream. But if i didnt, that dream, that nightmare, will forever stay in my head with no available help.

Right now, I only know Im scarred for life.

2010-02-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

Perhaps, after all these years, staying at home aint such a bad idea.

Have been home. Be it my home or bf's home.

Am obsessed with Down with Love.

Daily late nights and waking up with half of the day passed is my current life.

Movie caught recently was Wolfman & Little Big soldier.

Little Big soldier was Hilarious. Seriously.

Wolfman was alright.

In actual fact, Im missing my boyfriend now. Its just a day.

Boy, cant help thinking of you.

Also, Im missing my girlfriend. Robin'hoods is good. Im missing it!

And wondering how my Darling is right now.

A heart a little too many. ;)

2010-02-15T12:44:00.023+08:00

HELLO!
Happy Belated Valentines Day & Happy New Year.
I know some of you starting to miss me le.
Lols.

Anyways this post will be in random and its a 'photo spam' post.

Obvious. Thats my dad. We bought ahma to Long Beach on CNY D1.

D1. Cousin's house.

The day before CNY.

Went to Chun Dao He Pan for fireworks and Games!

This is awesome! Super fun and exciting.

Chinese Caligraphy for free. We had 3done. (:

Times up. The Red man coming to get you di.

The girl who is too timid to move an inch.

Kinda cute.

I didnt know they let 2pax in that hamster ball.

The girl are literally rolling and kicking each other inside.

Phew. Loads of photos.

My bf fall asleep le. Hahas.

My boy went to Malaysia for CNY.

I miss him. Especially on the last night before he came back.

& also during fireworks. The start of Valentines Day.

Well.. I was on the gigantic swing already when fireworks started.

A few minutes after the fireworks start, my swing start too.

I had a good long scream.

& just nice. After my swing, I still manage to catch a glimpse of the last magnificent fireworks.

Hmmm.. Thats all for this post.

Im going to boyfrend hse le.

Ciaos. Tata.

2010-02-08T22:23:00.005+08:00

Hello fellow aliens!

Imma's back.

I LOVE MY JOB!

IM GONNA MISS MY JOB ALOT!!

AND AND I AM SO GONNA MISS MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!

THEY ARE JUST SO AWESOME!

I will never forget how we slack together, sian together, joke together and gossip like cheetahs together.

Omg! I LITERALLY put my heart there.

Lols.

Baby dont sad uh.. I never give my heart away. Dont worry.

I love you alot. You know. (:

& ALSO..

Im gonna disclose my O levels results.

Its like .... 20+??

BOO! I lied.

I get 19. Weehee...

My first choice is NgeeAnn Poly.

Second choice is Temasek poly.

Third choice is Replublic poly.

I somehow like the new course.

I dont know why.. Im attracted to the course name..

Lols.

Those who know me well.. They will know what my first and second choice is..

I feel so much better sharing things with my readers unlike some other pussies.

They are just so ashamed to share with readers. Some shun away. Some fucking change their url like AGAIN.

LORL!

Hmm.. Yesterday Girlie and I shop like krazie.

We gonna turn the whole place upside down. Haha.

I bought alot of stuffs..

Mostly my baby's clothes.
Spent above 100. :O

Oh oh.. Bought a G2000 top too.

Anyways, I had a long day today...

I almost cried over a hairband.

I lost my favourite hairband!!!!!!

I feel so damn lousy.

Really really very very down.

My boy buy for me de.. ):

It really means alot to me.

Well.. I went back to work place to find it.

The person says.. Its unlikely to get it back.

): Then I went back Bedok.

Then home. My baby came to find me awhile.

Watched K.O.3anguo. Ep 50 already.

Then Mummy Daddy came home.

Boy went home, Parents and I cab to ToaPayoh HDB hub. Yeap.

In the end, never move house.

Cab to chinatown. Shop for goods. Steamboat. Cab home.

Thats all for today..

Due to sudden situation now that swings my mood.

2010-01-28T00:15:00.002+08:00

Im watching Hai Pai Tian Xin nowadays.

Boyfriend gonna study hard hard for exams.

Yesterday. I accompanied my boyfriend till 2plus.

While he studies, we had webcam on.

So when he miss me, he can see me.

Im like his RedBull you know..

Maybe something better than RedBull too. Lols.

So when he studying, Im watching Hai Pai Tian Xin.

Slept at 3plus.

Stupid sms woke me up at 6plus.

It was from MOE!

I got my 3rd choice.

Awws.. Was kinda sad I didnt got 1st and 2nd.

Actually.. they are the same. Haha.

Girlfriend and I chatted awhile.

Then I too tired le. Go back sleep.

Then I sleep. Wake up think. Sleep. Wake up think.

So yeap. Didnt slept well. Now very very tired.

Hmm.. I woke up. Think think then com and think.

Off com then bathe.

Went to Dover Singapore Poly fetch Boyfriend from school.

Actually not fetch la.. Is wanna see him. I miss him.

Then try luck see can go eat dinner together anot.

Coz I want boyfriend to study more often mah.

Reached there. Phew. Im early.

Waited awhile. I like to see his abit shocked and happy face.

Makes me happy. (: (:

Then went to PlazaSing.

Bought movie tickets to Hachiko. A dog's story.

Damn funny after the show. Everyone like duplicate like that.

All has tissue in their hands and are sniffing.

Yeap. This show is a true story from Japan.

It was damn damn touching.

I cried too.

Dinner, PepperLunch. Im in love with it. Never sick of it. (:

Arcade & Homey.

Im going to hit the bed now before i hit the floor.

So byebye everyone!

Goodnights.

My Baby just reached home. (:

Im missing him before he leaves my house.

Im so addicted to you!

2010-01-26T23:28:00.004+08:00

Hello people.
Not random postings today.

Work today was.. slacking.. sitting on toilet bowls & lots of chatting.
Tmr is my Off day.

Today my deardear very sweet.
I love it when I open my eyes and he will be there.
He came early morning with cooked meal. Aww~
Had a hearty breakfast and dear send me to work.
After work, dear brought me to dinner & then home.
I love you!
My baby of course not only today so good.
He is good almost everyday okay..
He will meet me whenever he can.
Thats why we only got each other almost 24 a day.
(: My baby is so loving.
Nope. Im not sick and tired of him.

Baby!
YOU ARE JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!

:D
Muacks

My dearest baby gonna take his exam soon le.
& he has to pass all of them.
I want to give him my fullest support and wish him all the best.
ALL THE BEST HONEY!
JIAYOU!
I will be here for you!

As people know me..

Tan Ying Chuan dont like to waste food.

Today, during my break, went to a foodcourt.

Had Chicken Rice.

Awesome-ness!

This was my leftover.

Let me tell you.

I have never waste so much food you know!

But the chicken rice was really horrible.

It was like OMG.

The following was Girlfriend leftover.
In between, I go take some soy sauce to make it 'tastier'
with no success

Soup.. ahhh..

well. Rather untouched.

lols

This meal was too terrible.

Girlfriend and I keep thinking of other food while managing with the chicken rice.

But alas.

Just buy dessert sua.

Below was Girlfriend's Cheng teng.

When we thought dessert could never go wrong.

We are wrong.

Theres like tiny hair.. like eyelash in it!
Totally gross!

My dessert was Honey Sea Coconut.

Nothing disgusting.

But my appetite spoil to the max.

Never finish even half of it

Buger King.

How come opposite scenery like nicer?

Lols.

Lousy food day.

Except the meal with boyfriend. (:

Am missing my Boyfriend now.

He's studying now.

But falling asleep soon.

Lols.

2010-01-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Alrights.

I know this a very fucking random pic.

But we are gonna talk about it today. (:

The MRT Tap Tap machine.

I just wanna randomly say that I have been 'kiap' by this freaking machine.

& hell. It hurts.

I had totally no idea that it will hurt!

I guess Im afraid of it now.

Hahas.

Not that Im being 'kiap' by it today!

But I can say im 'kiap' before twice i think.

Sure dont feels good.

I realise Im 'afraid' of it when i pass one today.

I just suddenly stop.

Even when the machine didnt attempt to eat me.

Lols.

Its kinda dumb and silly.

Anyway.. I walk away thinking..

Those shorter people or kids should be aware.

Dont kena 'kiap' by the head!

Its seems deadly!

Lols!

& its seems like evil to say till like that.

So I thought of another.

Guys!

AHA!

Mai show off ah!

(Don't show off ah)

Especially those ah neh..

Pants tight tight that kind.

Careful ah!

Show off somemore.. Later dont care big also 'kiap' till flat.

Lols.

Lame shit I know

Errr....

Conclusion...

No conclusion... from me.

Make one on your own.

Toodles!

2010-01-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

EDITED!!!

This is for the previous post.

Our relationship is rocky that time BUT it isnt rocking anymore now.

I wish it will never too.

Baby. I love you.

You knew how much I love you and how much you meant to me.

I love you.

09.01.10
HAPPY 4 MONTHS!
Muacks! Muacks! Muacks! Muacks!

2010-01-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

Ello~

I came back to blog today because..

I realised Im actually getting famous in blog.

Theres people adding me in msn and when i ask them how they knew me,

for obvious reason.. blog.

Actually dont need ask le. Coz I only have blog account now mahs..

Still.. I ask.

Anyway, no matter they read my blog for good or bad, they are still readers. Lols.

So... Im gonna TRY to sustain blogging.

So.. Yup. Be it good or bad, still readers.

& most importantly, readers from out of Singapore.

Just want to say here.

I am touched. Really.

I dont know how you guys knew about this blog.

Besides, my blog like sometimes update sometimes no.

Nothing particular interesting too i think.

Nyway. Thanks for letting me know there are people reading it. (:

Alright. Shall continue with my life.

Guys!

Have you heard of Just Acia?

Its a makan place.

Ok. Lets begin with.. I went to Marina Square a few days back.

As always... Theres people giving out flyers when u went up escalator.. Just Acia. Its a S&T flyer.

(See & Throw) dummies!

Head to buy movie tickets. Spy Next Door.

Then baby came back with Gv $2 off movie voucher & 1 for 1 at Just Acia.

Great deal huh?!

So.. since we have not decide what to eat, we decided to head to Just Acia.

Walk walk walk Walk walk walk. Like a far.

Like a obvious. Got there eventually la.

In conclusion, Baby and I ate less than $20.

Probably around $17+

Damn full i tell you!

And i can say the food there really is not bad.

Hmm.. Baby order donno what beef thingy & I ordered chicken teppanyaki with soft shell crabs.

Free flow soft drinks and hot chocolate and ice cream!

Yums!!

I remembered I drank Ice peach tea first. Then I drank Hot chocolate. Then I drank coke float.

Coke float is self made one la of course. But my baby made for me. Hehes. (:

Lastly.. The Icecream got alot of flavours. Not like others. Free flow but kiam siap. Lols.

As I remembered, flavours got chocolate, vanilla & RUMS & RAISIN & so on and so forth.

Totally didnt expect RUMS & RAISIN. Hahas.

Anyway. It was a good meal.

I guess Im like advertising for them in my blog. Lols.

Another thing I remember more was..

Me and dear had a really really bad time.

Our ship was so rocky that its gonna sink.

And yes. I dont want to let this ship sink.

I want to be with him.

Hes very important to me.

So.. Sorry guys. Esp Yucai.

I cant make it to your celebration that day.

Well.. ytd. Went to training.

Was late. The security guard so fierce like want kill people.

He like fierce until want eat u inside his stomach.

Lols.

Today. LATE again.

Bobian call the person lor. say not going.

Havent even say I "unwell", she say.."Haiyo. You skip training ah? The next few days.. (I was like.. Oh no. Gonna fire me) ..better come for taining ah. K? Byebye"

First. Phew!

Second. I realise I nvr say till why Im never go for the training.

Lols.

So girlfriend got go for the training. Sorry.

Tmr wont late le. Hahahas! (:

Hmm. Actually want upload photos today.

But realised they are with my baby.

So next time then..

Now I am going to chat with my baby then sleep later.

Yupp. Thats all for today.

Toodles!

2010-01-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

Love, bites!
It leaves a permanent scar & only fades a little.

by Yingchuan

Today was a pleasant day. (:
Had a good sleep last night.
Woke up, bathe & changed.
Off to Baby's house.
Done my stuff & ate.
Then off to collect pay.
Strolled some distance before boarding a bus.
Went to CenturySquare for movie tickets.
Brought Baby to shop.
Bought a nice cosy jacket for him.
Baby had a cold today.
Dined at Popeyes.
& lastly movie. Daybreakers.
Home sweet home.

Currently waiting for Baby to get home. (:

2010-01-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

Whos wondering about my results?

Laugh My Ass Out!

English c5

Poa B3

Science B3

Hey stalker!

I know u will stalk my blog for results.

So here you go.

smiles!

i know what u will say..

fyi. nope! the rest not f9 or e8 or d7.

sad to say.. they are all above passes.

be happy for me (:

Guess Im over the moon! :D

LOLS

2010-01-03T19:05:00.002+08:00

obviously im neglecting my blog luhhs..

Hmmm.. Im living life to the fullest already.
The way I want it. & I like it.

Christmas Eve at ____ with Girlfriend, Andy & the rest.
Not bad luhhs.. Spraying ppl that I dont know? lols

Some other day,
Some b___ spoil my day.

New year eve / Dunping's bdae.
Happy Birthday Boy.
Although we only talk when we see each other, but we know more about each other than it seems.
Theres also some random things we had.
Nyway happy birthday again.

Watched movie, Treasure Hunter.
Kinda funny I think. Or was it the company? lols. 13 people in total.
Hmm.. After which. Went to parklane. Pool-ed.
Then walked to Plaza. Ate.
Cabbed to boyfriend at ECP.
Had a tiring day. Home at 5/6 plus.

Now. Using com. Blogging. Twister fries on desk. Had a tiny fringe cut.
Boyfriend like my hairstyle now. I find the fringe abit long. So therefore had a tiny fringe cut. Lols.
Durian on kitchen table.
Fried rice in wok.
Chocolate Ice blend next to me.
Im blasting songs and im gonna watch movies and shows again soon.
So nothing else to blog le.
Except that.
I love my girlfriend & darling.
Of course, I love my boyfriend. Miss you

Toodles!

2009-12-20T14:05:00.002+08:00

Friday, Saturday, Sunday BF's CHALET

Check out of chalet this morning.

PLAN WORK a

TanYingChuan for the first time in her life.

Make an ICE-CREAM CAKE.

DURIAN ICE CREAM CAKE.

Muhahahahas!

Im SO glad when I see my beloved Birthday Boy, NorrisTan smile so happily. :D

Actually in the beginning, Im vex about the cake and the chalet.

Cos firstly.. The birthday boy doesnt like to eat cake!

Awww~ Big Headache.

Next, I have NEVER make a cake before.

GG!

Then, with the chalet on friday to sunday, how to make!

Die liao. Bang head.

So... I think and think and think..

One of the times when i think, I only managed to sleep when my parents woke up.

My birthday boy doesnt like to eat cake but smart me knows he like icecream.

He would be fine with ice cream cake.

Next regarding to my inexperience with cake, I persuaded myself to do my best.

Thats all I need. BE CONFIDENT!

Last.. I make the cake on Friday morning.

Once I woke up, I jumped out of my bed and start making.

I only had one cake trial.

I went to places to and fro to buy ingredients.

Everything was quite messed up.

But the actual one was alright. Very ok. (:

The cake was meant to be eaten tonight.

However, we are always "late homers"

So that would meant pass 12 tonight.

So... I bought boyfriend home for the little thing I made.

Awwww.... My Love was very touched.

He is very happy. (:

Before the cake.. On bus..

Silly boy.. say nobody wish him happy birthday when clock stike 12.

Cus.. everyone went down his chalet wish him le mah.. silly...

Seeing him so upset, I send him one when he on bus next to me.

Theres no delivery report.

So I secretly tried again.

Still no delivery report.

So... I told my boyfriend after quite some time that... THE NETWORK CRASHED.

Cus... too many send at the same time bah...?

Boyfriend still look listless.

Still.. Baby is very happy when he knows I make the cake for him.. :D

After the cake..

We cab down to ECP for his so-called briefing that he missed for work.

Not to be awkward... I went away to sit on a bench.

Then Baby called me back..

When I got back.. Theres cake in his hands already..

See! I told you its not a briefing lars!

The usual.. sing birthday song.. make wish.. blah blah blah..

Then boyfriend was told to take out a candle from the cake put in deep deep by them.

Say is tradition..

Boyfriend face havent go down.. the cake went up his face.

LaughOutLoud!

Everything was so fast that I stunned there for a while.

Until an egg hit me leg then I start to run!

Walaos eh!

FLYING EGGS leis!

LMAO!

The moment the cake went to 'eat' Boyfriend face, they throw eggs at him.

Then.. dumbdumb boyfriend run towards my direction!

Then I kena.

Heng not face kena.

If not, I will be the one with eggs chasing my own boyfriend.

Anyways.. the whole bunch of guys run around chasing each other like kids..

Poor boyfriend... Kena splash water till dripping wet.

The bucket big lehs.

They went around like that for a moment..

Can see he is having some memorable moments uhh... Hahas..

Then.. time to head back to chalet and movie at e-hub.

The guy who sent us back give him wear big black bag with three holes.

Lols!

Cannot dirty his car..

You know.. the throw rubbish de big black bag? hahahs..

He wear it where people at the cafe/pub can see leis..

He definitely look stupid. :D Haha

Boyfriend bathed.. We later watched Avatar.

It was a freaking long show sia.

Its not good to ton and watch.

Will want to sleep.

But the show not bad luhhs..

After movie, all his friends went off.

Only left boyfriend and I.

Went back to pack stuffs.

After which.. I lied on the bed.

Then I felt god-damn stupid.

The 2 message previously.. wrong number.

So so dumb leis.

Hais..

Then sleep for a few hours.

His mum and dad picked us up this morning.

Had breakfast with them.

and HOME!

Kinda miss my bed and bathroom..

Cus Im a scaredy cat..

Dont dare use toilet or sleep. I admit.

But got good boyfriend can le.

Boyfriend let me sleep first (:

He will wait near when I in bathroom. (:

I LOVE THIS KIND OF SWEET AND UNDERSTANDING GUY.

I DON'T NEED SWEET MUSHY TALKERS.

I ONLY WANT THE TRUTH AND FEELINGS FROM THEIR HEART.

THIS IS THE KIND OF GUY I WANT.

Last of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

May your wish come true!

& be happy!

MUACKS!

2009-12-17T04:18:00.002+08:00

My baby...

Dearest dearest dearest baby...

I am so so so so worried about you..

I know you are there..

Yet I cant do anything..

This feeling in me sucks to the max..

I hate it.

Baby...

I dont know what else to say...

But I think Baby is having a very very hard time and diffcult time..

Baby..

I may not be there for you physically..

I will be here for you you mentally and emotionally..

Baby..

Jiayou!

I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

520

(: Y

2009-12-14T00:52:00.002+08:00

I AM TAN YING CHUAN

BEYOND PARENTAL CONTROL

AND

BEYOND BOYFRIEND CONTROL

GOOD GIRL GOES BAD

GIRL GONE WILD

2009-12-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

Off to club.

Baby. goodluck for exams tmr.

I think lady luck will be by ur side cus tmr isnt any other day to us.

dont be upset aymore.

trust me will you?

I love you. -est

2009-12-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

The boy who loves me wholeheartedly.

You are the only one who can be so patient with me.

You care for me alot.

You love me alot.

I know...

Therefore

I must let you know..

I care for you

I love you.

Thanks so much for everything.

and thanks for applying medicine for me when im unwell.

I even want to thank you for being with me.

lols..

just.. ~~glad~~ very very very glad to have you by my side.

Nyways, I just love you to the max!

goodluck for your exams tmr!

baby.. im gonna wish you the best everyday till ur papers end (:

XOXO

2009-12-07T01:17:00.002+08:00

My cute little boyfriend (:

Goodluck for your exams!

All the best dear!

Muacks

2009-12-06T01:57:00.002+08:00

Weehoo!~

Life rocks to the max! :D :D :D

Been mahjong'ing at nicol hse.

Then pool with lovell, james and fren.

Then Dunping hse.

Then out with Lw girlfriend and Yc and Lj.

Most importantly, Boyfriend is with me all the time. (: (: (:

Soon going out with Lw gf to movies, dessert buffet and so on so forth..

Most of the movies showing in theaters watched lo.

Watched case 39, Mulan(Nice!), Couples retreat(abit boring)(im not married nyways),

A Christmas Carol, 2012.

Muhahas..

Won 20dollars ytd mahjong'ing. wees~

Hmms now at dunping hse awaiting his fren to play citadels. (:

Lovell is on the other side. Lols.

With james and melvin and yiling.

Tmr going interview with girlfriend.

But today like tonning at dp hs eh.

lols.

Life's hectic.

What to do?

Hahahas!!

Ciaos!

Back to work(fun)

2009-12-04T14:08:00.002+08:00

Pool is my daily life. :D

& Im still looking for jobs. Hahahas. Bankrupt liaos.

Was wondering how to watch movie with gf wors..

Luckily I can play mahjong. weets* I won 22dollars ytd. (:

Poor babyboy, sit beside me watch tv nia.

No worries, I can watch movie le. Hahahas. Dear new moon!

So I will be meeting Gf and Yc later. Yc not me.. Another Yc.. (:

Baby on his way here now.

I needa go bathe ASAP!

Oh holidays..~ Please dont end so fast.

muhahahas :D

Gf, cheer up! I read ur blog daily.

You are not alone.

muacks!

2009-11-30T15:31:00.003+08:00

$12 per hr.
I did not get that job. T . T

Today,
Im shedding skin like a snake.
Due to the sunburn.
Not because of swimming, but hell,
sitting in the basketball court under the hot sun. 12 noon.
I wonder am i still going out with gf later.
but hor, New Moon lehs!
Aiya. Later then say. (:

Im going for job hunting ASAP.

My boyfriend and I had only 3 to 5 months time together.
Through this period, I want to love him wholeheartedly.
I want to shower him with my love.
& may there be lots of beautiful memories between us.
I love you, Norris.

2009-11-22T14:38:00.005+08:00

My art shall speak on my behalf.

2009-11-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hell-Low!

Just an update.

06.11.09 LW girlfriend's birthday.

Bugis with Darling ytd. Shop till you drop! 'I nearly drop to my knees'

Went home and out again.

To Nicol's hse MAHJONG! VERY long never see them le. Happie!

3 Freaking rounds! Tiring! Like marathon like dat.

Went home sleep at 9-10am in the morning.

Bugis with meimei and hubby.(:

Tiring but I TOTALLY LOVE MY DAYS NOW! (:

Think gonna ton mahjong tonight again. Maybe Love tagging along too (: Yay! Make friends.

Perhaps tmr wanna go Fishing with Daddy! Its been so long (:

I LOVE MY KIND OF HECTIC LIFE!

2009-11-12T01:21:00.001+08:00

The pain is crawling all over me

Its happening again

I want it to stop

2009-11-11T15:49:00.004+08:00

Im okay!

I still LOVE my boyfriend! (:

2009-11-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

Time now is 11.14pm.

Im missing him.

I wonder if he is thinking of me now as well.

For a brief moment, I felt like Im a wife waiting for husband to go home.

Or could he be talking to her now?

I dare not think much longer

2009-11-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

Adios!

Last paper tomorrow

& after that I shall be the most carefree girl on earth! Hopefully.. (:

Scream for joy!

To come to think of it,

Terms and Conditions apply. (:

To be happy.

I must have money. ;)

So that I could shop like never before. Dress "stylishingly" like never before.

Speaking of money..

Dont wonder wheres my boyfriend.. (:

He seems to be short of cash himself. Oops! Lols.

Oh! My boyfriend and I made a deal long ago.

To change handphone No.

& that will happen when my dad got time to accompany me down to the mall.

Meanwhile I could grab the opportunity to use the Singtel $1oo dollars voucher to get a new phone.

And I will have 3 working phones to use. Yeap! All mine. :D

Actually 4. Plus my very first phone. O.O

Dont be shocked. My very first phone is still working and alive! Hahas..

I can never bear to trade in. It stores too many memories.

If it break down, I think my heart would break down too.

My first phone has been with me since my first love. Thats why.

Im already complaining when mum and sis always borrows it when their phone spoilt. > . <

Other than shopping and new handphone contract, I did said I wanna cut hair rights?

Just revealing a little. (:

I will be letting the hairstylist freehand with my hair. O.O

Gosh. Im so excited.

I have been wondering what kind of hair style suits me.

Long? Short? Long Spikes? Short spikes? Punky? Feminine? OR my current hair?

WHAT IF it turns out to be super short kind? OR my current hair OR Longer? Woah! Lols.

Will the stylist say "I think longer nicer. So you may go now." Hahas.

Or "Your hair is nice now. You need not cut it or if you want, I could trim it a little bit for you"

WA! Super scary.

Aiya. I always think so much.

Freehand. Just trust them for once. (:

So. Apart from shopping, new Hp, Haircut, I want to go overseas too.

I wanna go to Malysia with someone I have agreed to earlier on.

It will be a trip to Leewee's hometown too.

And genting! I have never been there before. (:

Not forgetting my Darling who have been for ages wanting me to go overseas with her.

Of course. To accomplish all these, I need a JOB! Terribly and desperately!

Well.. Maybe not that desperately. (:

But still.. On a look out for jobs.

Hmm.. How have I done for O levels?

This year O level papers are surprisingly easy.

However some questions are extremely tricky.

I have give my best. Thats all I can say.

Through this few months, I have been like On and Off.

Like study and play, study and play.

So there were trips to Karaoke, Movies etc.

I have finished watching Full house and am already watching K.O.3anguo.

Im almost finish with my storybook too.

And I have cleared my bedroom.

Its much more refreshing, clean and airy.

I like it alot now. (:

During the night, it doesnt seems that the sun is up anymore. (:

I have not yet took a picture of my room.

Maybe I could do so after I do some artwork on my walls.

That will probably be nearing Chinese New Year which is also Valentines day which is also my dog's birthday.

Speaking of dog! Sparkie!

I think I missed Sparkie's birthday! Did I? Or was it tomorrow? GG.

Gonna call up and check bout his birthday.

I only know its in early november.

Hope I dont forget after blogging. Stupid Stm.

Hmm.. What else?

HAPPY 2 MONTHS LOVE!

Im sorry for neglecting you so much.

Now that exams are going to be over soon, I will spend more time with you (:

"vibration"

Just nice! Love is having a break now.

Lols. He seems to be always just nice on the dot when im speaking of him.

Gonna call him.

'Away from keyboard'

Back. (:

Baby, I love you.

After saying so much, I dont think i could type everything else all out.

Just one random thing I thought of.

Im playing Mcdonald's monopoly.

I got some instant wins like Apple pies, Small fries, Mc Griddles, Filet O fish, Mc Muffin.

Kinda satisfied. (:

Even though Im aching for the $5o,ooo.

I think I would fly if I got an Ipod. (:

Now.. Back to my show. K.O.3anguo. (:

Ciaos.

2009-11-07T02:13:00.002+08:00

Heyy... People...

Im back..

Exams arent really over yet.

But lets skip this topic.

Recently I found out alot.

Will talk about it if I feel like.

Hmm.. Skip topics till like nothing to say.

Just wanna meet up with my ex classmates.

They make my day. Im happy with them.

I want my good boyfriend.

He loves me a lot. Its enough to keep me by his side.

& I want a job. For shopping sprees.

Thats all.

I dont want anything else.

Just these...

2009-10-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

if i could just put down everything and run away

我想哭但是哭不出來

where are you goat?

2009-10-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself (:
Lols.
My beloved Girlfriend is the first one!

I love you!

2009-10-19T23:57:00.001+08:00

17 in 3minutes (:

2009-10-18T00:32:00.003+08:00

A few days back..

Ever saw lots of people camp outside Library?

I guess its my first time seeing people camp outside library.

I didnt know library is such a 'wanted' place to be sia.

Yep. Im kinda surprise. Lols.

This is just an amount of people camping at the door.

The more kiasu ones. :D

The other bunch are standing further behind.

I secretly take pics de.

Lols.

Later crazy Uncles or Aunties scold me. sobs.

& Today

Gays spotted.

I guess they didnt notice me sitting at the back.

Because so suddenly..

I saw the guy on the right..

lying on the guy on the left de shoulders! :O

Like a Eeeeew!

Sorry guys..

But normal girl here.. :

What can you expect from a girl's reaction?

Like that lo...

Like a Eeew

Tonight..

Played cards at the playground

Move to another corner..

Child frenzy alert

They screamed and ran all over the playground

like we are nothing..

Maybe obstacles.. :\

to increase their challenge?

Soon later..

Police came. - . -

Like a lame.

PasserBy complain we gambling & noisy

Hello..?

Too blind to see that theres no money involved?

and too deaf to differenciate which bunch is noisier?

Screaming kids... Not screaming teenagers

Oh.

Bedok NTUC 24hrs siol..

Knew that from Girlfriend. (:

Saw this cute phone in Ntuc.

Look like a calculator.

Lols.

What comes straight to my mind was..

bluff teacher say calculator lo..

*grins*

Back to FullHouse Yo

& I miss you

2009-10-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

I will be your laughing gas.

Baby.. You are so cold today.

I had no idea why but I just wanna let you know

I will make you smile (:

Be alright soon.

Loves

2009-10-16T23:14:00.004+08:00

Holyshit!

Im seeing my future

3+5+6+6+6 is the least I can get for O levels.

At most around 18 or 19 onwards.

Freak Out !

2009-10-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

WALAO EH

Is the Sun up tonight?

wa seh!

Its so warm!

I can even sweat in my room lehs

Can you believe it?

Sweat?!

Maybe Im abit overreacting.

But I hate humid weather.

It makes me SO pekchek with the rashes & itching.

Only few saw how pekchek I am during this kind of weather.

Gonna chill myself in the refrigerator

2009-10-15T21:28:00.006+08:00

Currently watching Full House..

Life without mei mei at home aint feels good..

I realised when I reached home,
the first thing I look out for is my Valentines.
& today.. The next thing I look out for is my sis.
Im surprised myself.
When my mum said shes not home,
I got a random feeling of feeling low..
I guess Im in love with my Sis and my Bro.
I have a soft side of me okayys...
I think I will breakdown without them in my life.
No point living already.
Nonono.. Still got my Daddy..
For him, I will live on..

Aiyo!

Lols.
Talk about me loving them
then become 'dye'..
Not I dont know how to spell ahh..
Oh! Baby just nice msg me during his break. (:
K.. Away from keyboard to call him..
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.
.
Back.
Someone going to eat steamboat at Bugis tmr sia.
Envy!
My darling and I used to go there eat steamboat too. =<

Back from sidetrack..
Is mou mou ren dont let me say or use de word.
Hahas..
People who dont understand Yingchuan's language nevermind.
Its just simply you dont know her well.. (:
Like my dumbdumb..

So much sidetracks for what..
I go back watch FullHouse.
Ciaos.

WAIT !

Baby

This is for you!

I miss you!

^ v ^

2009-10-14T14:36:00.002+08:00

School's In!

Lots of laughter with Girlfriend today

My girlfriend & I (:

My Girlfriend always wear this cute 'ballet' shoes
(:

RANDOMS!

:D:D:D

Super RANDOM day todayyy...

Went to school.

Teacher say no school.

Eyes kena pimple.

Pimple 'pop' during humanities lesson.

I suddenly become HOD.

Name change to Mdm Nurmah.

After school,

Im de late puberty girl.

And then

I became an earthworm.

2009-10-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

Just had a chat with Darling

I missed her like crazy!

Really feel like turning the clock back to when Im in the same class with her.

If I continue to stand strong against relationship back then,

I definitely would be single till now.

If I study with her..

I would be in the same class with her now or even better.. Tonning at her house now.

Well.. Its ok..

I know I couldnt turn back time.. (:

Back then..

Im still a carefree person who can sing oldies randomly in class..

Or laugh to myself till I had tummyache or cheekache.

and smile with the slightest hint of humour.

I guess my Darling miss the old me too

& definitely miss how I laugh when Im in class with her.

2009-10-13T14:47:00.002+08:00

I miss the good old days

when there is no love in my life..

I used to be free like a bird.

I could spread my arms out, lay on the grass & close my eyes with full relaxation..

I did not think of anything.

My head is blank.

Just the sounds of the birds in the sky and the breeze on my face..

I miss the feeling..

I miss being carefree..

I miss my childhood friends..

I miss being how I use to be years ago..

I wish to find my old self back..

Love is a beautiful thing yet its scary at times..

It can make you breathless and speechless

It can make you feel like a whole, make you be the happiest one

& at the end of it,

faces are distorted, hearts are broken & theres no running away

Beautiful is scary..

My love

There seems to be a protective shield in my heart now..

It seems that at the moment, Im unable to give my all anymore..

Forgive me..

If my all is not how much you wanted..

2009-10-11T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps!

Missed me?

* Tell me you do.. or I will be sad.. Lols.

Lost all means of contact except for handphone..

So... Blog.

My only way to let you know whats happening these days.

Or tagged me to let me know..

Hmms..

Skipping lessons on Thursdays (:

o9.1o.o9 on Friday (:

Cycling on Saturday (:

Stay home on Sunday (:

Randoms- I just won 2dollars after dinner. (:

My mei and I were talking about the timing of a show called 'Xing guang da dao'

She said it starts at 9.30pm

I said starts at 9.00pm

& I said " I bet 2dollars"

She confidently said "OK!"

Muhahahas *Evil laughs*

Went home to check.

Hees! I won! Bleahhs.. =P

Thursday

Mr Macdonalds made a new friend (:

featuring...

Donald and the kitty.

' Hey! No taking photos of me!'

'Are you jealous that Donalds arm's over me?'

LOLS

lammmmeee....

See! No taking photos!

Hhahahas..

Ubber lame..

Friday

o9.1o.o9 (:

Happy Monthsary

Bad girl never attend skipping lessons on Friday

lols.

BabyN wanted to gave me a surprise.

& I always did not get one.

By any means and way, I will know.

So this time round..

I was walking back from school.

Suddenly someone stop me.

I turn around and my neighbour 'Aunty' said

" Theres a guy loitering at our corridor near the lift."

"He is holding a plastic bag with present in it."

"I think he is waiting for you."

"Its yours."

LOLs

Pictures of you~

Pictures of me~

Are you jealous that I had my arm over him?
No worries.. I took this pic.
So nobody run away.
Hahahas..

*Muacks!*

Oh!

Mum gave me a present too that day.

Scroll back up and see the 'Blingbling' on my wrist.

Its my early Birthday present.

Love It.

Cus its Bling bling (:

lastly

I took this pic to make girlfriend droool..

Hahahas..

Saturday
Cycling with usuals

Thats a kite. Not a bird in the sky.

Candid shot

Calvin and Girlfriend

Baby..

Thanks for the Pluto and the mug.

So sorry that I didnt prepare any.

I will make it up to you after O levels soon..

You have my word.

I love you

2009-10-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

Biggest Sacrifice Made

No facebook.
No friendster.
No tagged.
No msn.

Imagine having to deactivate all the accounts
It hurts.. Really hurts..
Especially the msn messenger.
Ouch

Magically, all this heartaches immediately vanishes when I think of my beloved, Norris.
& when I think of you, only one word appear in my head. ~~Dumb~~ Love.

You are my personal brand of heroine

2009-10-05T14:56:00.002+08:00

LaughMyAssOut

:D:D:D

Recognised these people?
Test tubes

Today I had chemistry practical (:

Soooo~
As usual.. Like how you all did QA luhhs..
We need to test for gas mahhs..
Dhen need use limewater, glowing splint, lighted splint blahblahblah
So I did the first test.
Must test for the gas release using limewater rights?
I standby limewater in another test tube.
(I place it in test tube holder)
My left hand hold a test tube containing a spatula of M
My right hand hold test tube containing hydrochloric acid.
So what i must do is...
very quickly pour hydrochloric acid into the test tube dhen
bubble into limewater.
SO..
I did that (:
And
After pouring..
I THROW the test tube into the sink!
Muhahahahas!!
Girlfriend beside me Stunned.
Cus I throw directly in front of her.
She look at me never say anything.
Stunn'ed
Lol.
I too gong and kan jiong already.
So I use strength to throw like rubbish lidat.
The test tube broke and I dont know.
Ultimate sia
:D

Ooohh~
while typing this.. I laugh till tears come out liao.
Dont read once people.
Scroll back up and read.
Dont waste my tears!
Very de precious you know...?

wakakakas!

2009-10-04T17:02:00.004+08:00

YingChuan kena Owned
For 2 consecutive days

Because of this application

INTEREST IN ANOTHER HDB FLAT

Do you, or any other person listed in the Application Form, own or have inherited/acquired by way of gift any interest in an HDB flat?

YES or NO

If YES, please give the name of the person, NRIC Number and the address of the flat in the table below

F! Its just a yes or no question!
Yet its so so hard to frigging understand.

EDITED

How I wish this shit was like my exam.
So I could leave blanks

EDITED AGAIN

Nbs!
In the end reach the payment part.
Need the friggin card reader.
Wt*tood*
Do I look like I own a freaking card reader machine?!
Pissed my ass off today
Arghhh

2009-10-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

Presenting~

My Teacher.

She is always feeling blue.

She watched alot of Blue's clues too.

She can take alot of craps.

and she is one stable woman.

Beautiful woman isnt she? (:

Randoms (:

I have been a loving sister (:

I go bankrupt because of her.

Cus I bring her to Karaoke for the first time in her life.

Cool!

My sis's first! yay!

Lols~

Oh. Im buying Storybook.

teehees.

No time to study liao
=x

*actually i dont know what does this face =x means but its alright.

Just make use of it

lame me

My grandma is the head chef of the house.

My father is also the chef.

My mum.. err.. she doesnt cook well. lols

You see..

My grandma open several foodstalls before.

She knows all kinds of food.

& I just drank mushroom soup. (:

Oh ya!

I have watched Phobia2.

Lols! Im not kidding people!

I have really watched it!

Know why?

Because I didnt even know what this show is about

until I enter the cinema.

I was like OHMYGOD.

My legs feel like they are running away

Theres 5 stories.

Throughout the first story

I have been covering my ears.

but I realised no use - . -

Just imagine how i look

When i cover my eyes

at the same time, i wanted to close my eyes.

Like timid lidat.

However, I nearly slept throughout the show.

Wow. Amazing right darling?

Cus..

Before second story starts,

I took out saviour from my bag

Phew! My Mp3!

Lols. I blasted it all the way.

Thank goodness the battery didnt die halfway

Throughout the show, Im like on and off like that.

For a moment, I wanna run.

For a moment, my face like distorted.

For a moment, Im falling asleep.

For a moment, I trembling like crazy like having parkinson's disease.

For a moment, Im laughing my ass out

You come watch with me, confirm think I very cute de.

Lols. So bhb.

So.. Yeah. After so so so many years

I watch 1 horror movie liao

~~Clapsclaps~~

No claps claps

No more already...

Im a coward =\

I feel sleepy. zzZ

I woke up at 6pm today.

Still feel sleepy now..

Jialats.

& hors..

I realised this is a long long post.

I wonder is there a time limit to access to government websites..

Im applying something halfway..

then 'pop' everything gone.

Diaos

& ya. I think my dear is a dumbo

Hahas. Right from the beginning..

But no worries honey

Dumbo=Cute

Aiyo...

After so much random thingy..

Should read something more proper Abit

Quote of the day

Whatever you give to a woman, she will make greater.

If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby.

If you give her a house, she'll give you a home.

If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal.

If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart.

She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.

So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

Tadas!

Err...

Dont know what to write ler..

Hahhas...

BYEBYE

Wait wait wait.

Im in a silent mode nowadays

kay..

bye people

goodnight to all who are sleeping..

immaa going to ton..

anyone cant sleep call or text me.

hahas..

byebye

2009-10-03T20:06:00.002+08:00

Lately

Been through alot lately.

Think alot lately.

Decided on alot lately.

I shall not elaborate what I have been through

and

what I have been thinking about.

Lets just skip to the last part.

First of all, Guys are assholes.

They may claim that they are not.

BUT the truth is,

they are assholes on the inside.

They are rather the same

and have rather the same mindset

So..

If guys who are looking at this now..

They will go.. "Not every guy is an asshole"

blahblahblah

Facts/Not facts?

-Guys goes for girls look more than girls do.

-Guys think girls are more bad compared to them.

Because

-Girls focus more on money.

But dont forget

-Guys focus more on body.

blahblahblah

Oh.

Since guys are so much an appearance-looker

Carry on man.

Im going to do what I want, what Im happier with.

Without asking guys about any opinions or care bout any shit.

I have decided to cut my hair.

Sometimes, I wonder why I like guys.

Sometimes, I wonder why I dont have my own thinking.

I think too much for others instead of myself.

I want to be who I am.

Like its without the existent of guys.

2009-09-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

If I am an ice cream,

you will be my hot chocolate fudge

catch my little ball ball honey?

2009-09-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

_!_ Life

2009-09-28T19:14:00.002+08:00

Farked Up Morning

Missed school.

Vice Principle called.

(Oh ya.. In case you didnt know.. theres 2 Vp in my school)

Say must go school. If not, dont let me take exams. Wtf.

Still, I did not attend.

Nyways, I pay money ler.

Singapore got realistic government lehhs..

No pay, No take.

Pay, can take.

Lols. (:

Physics Lesson

Anyone miss physics lesson?

Hahahas

I had fun in physics lessons.

My Gfriend is slping in clss.

But Im laughing very happily

to.. myself.

Cus.. I made some Artwork.

LMAO

Pendulum bob.

then.. added a smiley to it

And...

(before)
did some stunts
(after)
Hahahas.
I cant help to stop laughing.
Look kinda crazy.
Lols.

At least I manage to make my dear smile when she open her eyes.
(:

please be ok..

i miss you..

takecare of yourself..

2009-09-28T00:24:00.001+08:00

Love on hold

~~LOVE~~

STUDIES

2009-09-27T23:45:00.004+08:00

SCRATCHING MY HEAD OFF
FAN AH

Shit. Think that moodkiller is back.
Felt so fcuked up.

Im sorry Norris.
Didn't mean to.. you know..
Just feel very F. up.

In Love, One needs to be honest.
However, too honest is not a good thing.
Yet, one should not lie.

Honesty pays a price.

Sorry once again.
Really

2009-09-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

Im a talented Guitarist & Vocalist!

Lols.

In Guitar Hero & Rock Band.

A virtual game.

Hahahas.

LOVE IT!

Im a professional at it already.

This game totally rocks my socks.

My No 1 favourite song.

21 Guns

Oh my god!

My score for vocal for this song is like 100%

Happygirl sia :D

Can you imagine singing this song in a Rock Band?

Or even playing it? By guitar? Drums?

Gosh!

I will never ever forget this.

I will never forget this most wonderful chalet spent.

I will never forget the memories there.

Really really a big thanks to Kcy

At the Pasir Ris Beach.

Sunset (:

I will close my eyes

& flashbacks will come back to me.

I feel very loved now.

very very loved.

2009-09-23T23:51:00.005+08:00

Lols~
Lets take a look at my results..

Prelims
English- F9
Maths-E8
Science- No idea yet.
Poa-F9
Combined Humanities-F9

See red people?
Agree that I jump building people?

Siao liao.

Super tired.
Today came back home to sleep for a long time.
Think later dont need sleep again liao.

Yesterday.

Pasir Ris Park.

Very peaceful.

Outside the toilet, Im surprised. (:

Today.

In class.

Lols.

I wrote that.

Show to girlfriend.

Then I "Ahh!~"

& I strike the Love off.

LMAO.

Girlfriend wrote it back.

&~ I strike it off again.

Lols.

Obviously not paying attention.

I'm WANTED

by a Butterfly.

teehees (:

"butterflies in my stomach"

I guessed after so much..

My amended heart is being made of more protective layers.

or has spaced out more.

It has become a place for many..

2009-09-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

Cold Feet.
but im happy alrights.

I dare not have queries.
I'm just afraid to hear anything ugly.

The feeling is terrible.
But while in misery, there's happiness.

Sorry.
Im just another girl who is hurt before
& one who hides under whatever blanket thats warm.

Im slowly melting away..

*
*
*

In This Little Complicated & Simple Thing called Love.

Sometimes, we know that we dont wanna get hurt.
Yet, at times, we are willing to take that bumpy road full of ups and downs
Instead of one smooth road.
This is how silly we can get.

Love is blind.
It seems almost impossible to see the ones who is giving you a hand to prevent you from being hurt.
Love is deaf too.
It seems almost impossible to hear the ones you left behind calling for you.

Just one smile from that special person & it feels like heaven.
While others had such a hard time trying to make you smile.

Love.
Is one thing we can never control.

*
*
*

I wish I dont wake up from this dream.
I want to continue lying under these warm sheets of blankets provided.
At least for now..
I know that day will come.
I know one day my pillow will be full of tears.
When I came around to realise Im in a nightmare.
Till then..

2009-09-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

Randoms*

Something I came up with while ironing my uniform.
No idea.
Brain really not gonna stop.

I may fit into the criteria of "guai kias"
But dont step onto my tail. I bite.

That's all.
Quite true for me. Grins*
Goodnight people.
*Hope I dont come back posting another random thing my brain come up with again. Laughs*
Byebyes (:

2009-09-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Sang my lungs out.
Really feels so gooood~

Nowadays,
I have been thinking about alot of things.
SO so many things in my head.
To a point that I dont even know what Im actually thinking about.
My brain is malfunctioning already.
Screw my brain.
F up me.

Stop thinking and working will ya!
You are tiring me out!

& Silly Lw. Dont be silly already.
I love you more

2009-09-20T03:06:00.002+08:00

Beautiful Is Scary

quoted k.c.y

I had an amazing day today

The 360degrees scenery on the rooftop was BEAUTIFUL

It was.. Stunning'lishly Beautiful.

Speechless.

Very Pretty.

Thanks to K.c.y (:

Its my first time trespassing a condo

& had an unforgettable memory of the magnificent view.

Thanks for everything.

When my knees shake and wanted to lay low.

Let the beautiful memories stay within me.

2009-09-19T01:16:00.005+08:00

Ti amo

I Love You BabyNorris
You are the sweetest thing that happen to me this year
If there is a way for you to be mine forever..

2009-09-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

09.09.09

09.09pm (:

2009-09-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

I miss the old times.

I am a 100% outdoor girl.
I like to be outside every second.
I like to play.
I like playing sports like basketball, baseball, frisbee, captainball, dodgeball and alot more.
I like playing childhood games like Ice & Water, Blk Catching, Pepsi Cola, Dayat and alot more.
I like cycling and rollerblading.
I am NOT like any other girl who only shops.

I am so sick and tired of my current life.
I really miss the old times.

I like to gamble.
I like mahjong, poker, blackjack, taidi and alot more.
I like to play card games.
I like to play uno, stress, heartattack and alot more.
I like to slack.
I like to waste time, stare blankly, daydream and alot more.
I like to consume cold stuffs.
I like to eat ice cream, drink slurpee, eat ice and alot more.
Fyi. I DONT eat raw food and DON LIKE drinking plain water without ice.
I like animals.
I like all kinds of animals.
I used to keep alot of pets like dogs, kittens, chinchillas, rabbit, parrots, countless of hamsters & mouse and alot more.
Fyi. I DON LIKE insects.
I like chocolates.
I like milk chocolates, dark chocolates, alcohol chocolates.
I eat alot of chocolates when im down.
Fyi. I DON LIKE white chocolates.
I like to draw.
I draw with my feelings.
Fyi. I am born with this talent NOT pay others to teach me how to draw.
I like music.
I like to blast songs.
Fyi. I have NEVER once download songs from the Internet before.
I like my hair.
Fyi. I have NEVER do treatments to my hair, rebond or perm or dye or highlight my hair.
I like my father.
He is the only one Im close with in the family.
Fyi. I will die without my father.
I like to be in love.
I like it when we look into each other's eyes and our hearts are melting away.
I like making new friends.
I like having alot of friends.
I like to gossip.
I like nature.
I like sceneries.
I like to go arcade.
I like soft toys.
I like to shop.
I like to watch movie.

I am who I am.

Nyways, im soso pissed just now.
My mum walk into my room when i was changing AGAIN.

2009-09-09T02:43:00.002+08:00

Sometimes or all the time, crying cant solve problems.

Yet sometimes, we cry because we had put our hearts into it.

For so long,

I had learn to be independent

& finding happiness in single life.

That I had not accomplished for years.

To change my life again

is a serious matter.

I had a choice.

My fate is in my hands.

I had to think.

I do not want regrets.

I do not want to start all over again

like how I used to be.

2009-09-08T02:08:00.004+08:00

A BLANK POST

My Heart Just Sank

I guessed Im right afterall.

I have always put in too much.

I feel so stupid myself at times. Very.

Arghh! Hate myself!

Stupid! Caused myself to have all this kind of feeling for nth.

What the hell am I thinking?

Perhaps theres no such thing as forever love.

Perhaps theres no such thing as true love for me.

There are times when I think and think so hard and there is no conclusion.

No conclusion whether Im in love

Because Im afraid to be the first to commit into Love.

When I like a guy. I try not to commit. But I like the guy.

There is no conclusion in my case.

Sometimes I just want to stop thinking.

But I know I cant.

I cant continue blogging anymore.

Im going out of my mind.

2009-09-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know what happen to me already.
Its kinda weird.
All these years, I have been a very strong girl.
RARELY sick
But this year, Im sick countless of times.
Wondering why this is happening..
Is it because Im single then the god want bully me?
Makle me feel more terrible. Lols.
I think my nose is like a running tap now. Geez.
Watched G-Force yesterday.
Good girl stays home today.
Gonna go out later.
Meetups with SC tmr. yay~

That's all. Bye.

I think I love you

2009-09-05T00:19:00.004+08:00

Long John.
I Love You Beth Cooper (:
Home.

This is just a random post.
You don't have to scroll down..

Define Love.

Sometimes I want to be in Love.
Sometimes I prefer to be single.
Sometimes I don't know Im happier in Love or being single.
Sometimes I don't know where my heart is heading towards.
Sometimes I don't know if I like the person.
Sometimes I don't know why my brain ain't functioning.
Sometimes I want to know about something yet im afraid to know.
Sometimes I really don't know what I want.
Sometimes I just felt so exhausted.
Sometimes I realise Im in Love with the person who had just step out of my life.
Sometimes I love so deep and beautifully.
Sometimes I fall out of love so heartwrenching.
Sometimes I think that Im prepared for a new relationship.
Sometimes I think Im not prepared for a new relationship.
Sometimes I don't know if he is the one for me or not.
Sometimes I don't know he is a good guy a not.
Sometimes I don't know how long he can love me.
Sometimes I don't know how faithful he can be.
Sometimes I don't know if he will hurt me.
Sometimes I don't know where to seek for my answers.
Sometimes I hear and see the heartaching truth.
Sometimes I prefer to close my eyes.
Sometimes I prefer to shut my ears.
Sometimes I prefer to put on a fake smile.
Sometimes I would like to have change of heart.
Sometimes I prefer a more stable heart.
Sometimes I hope for innocent love.
Sometimes I give up everything easily.
Sometimes..

2009-09-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

My heart stop for a second.

This is the conversation.

XiA TiaN: hi,u are in singapore?want to meet?

Me: yeap. im in singapore.
where u stay?

XiA TiaN:farer park, u stay at where? or we go to hotel?

JAWS DROP
Like what the ****!!

Then my reply was..

Me: ohmygod. im not that kind of girl.

Seriously damn shock. _!_

2009-09-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.

STM.
I only remember I bumped my knees
Because I was reminded by my bruises while bathing.
Its swollen.

I went up a double decker bus 60.
Went up the stairs.
Drop my Ezlink card down the stairs. -.-
Go down to pick it up.
The freakin bus turn until like 360 degree like that.
& I bump my knee very hard.
Go back up.
Damn paiseh.
Never look over my shoulders. Just grab a seat at the front.

Oh. Mood spoiler come find me ytd. sad

Long day today..

I had 3 papers today.
1st is Social Studies.
Break.
2nd is Chinese Paper 2.
Straight right after Chinese Paper 2 is Chinese Paper 1. sians.
Because i skipped my Chinese Paper 1 yesterday.
Serve me right.
This morning when I was informed. Abit sian.
So last minute. Tried to push the date lor. Say no dictionary also.
But cannot leis.. Mr Goh got one very ke lian face.
So give in lo. Not in the mood to argue.
So. I think i sat in the chair for like 4 hours?
The thing is.. my butt not pain but my stomach pain. Oww~
Halfway during paper CMI liao.
Dont want do le.
As usual.. All never do finish. Most blanks.
I think its easier to say which paper got complete.
Let me think.. NO.
I think I very what lehhs..
Finally got a chance for me to have all the time in the world to complete my paper..
and there goes..
Im swinging from trees to trees already..
.
.
.
Now..
Moodless.
Botox lady came.
My face is like robot like that.
No expression de.
I think I need blood transfusion.

Im thinking.. im thinking.. im thinking..
Should i? or not?
Mood spoiler sure come look for me tmr.
Sians. Such timing.
Not only a mood spoiler.
You are spoiling my day and spoiling my happiness too ok.
Im a perfectionist. How?
I think I will be swinging in the trees again tmr.
He confirm run away when I look so fierce.
Im not a talker already. Now will even be more quiet.
100-50-10-10-10-10-10= 0
Hais!

Imagine my face now..
I think I look Indian.

2009-09-02T14:22:00.001+08:00

Yesterday
MY HEART ALMOST JUMP OUT
I took bus home from Bedok Interchange.
I stupidly thought the bus is going to turn in.
Then my heart almost jumped out when the bus never turn in.
I know.. No big deal.
Lols. but really got jump leis.. Hahas
I think I very gong.
Take what bus also can forget.
Go bang wall suan le.

ps. GUYS WHO CHEAT ON GIRLS ARE LOSERS
You better dont be one.
If you are one, scram.

2009-09-01T00:33:00.003+08:00

WEE WEE~

Yesterday, Im so so tired.
Already never sleep for two days le.
Yet I couldnt bear to leave my com.
Lols. (Actually, my com is just beside my bed)
I finally bear to shut down my com
& went to sleep.
Just when Im crossing over to lalaland,
theres vibration. zzZ.
Wanted to ignore in the first place.
But I got this feeling I have to pick up this call.
To my surprise, its Darren.
Chat with him till like 3 or 4 am. No idea.
Slept for 1 or 2 hrs and woke up again.
SUPER TIRED.

Its Teachers Day.
As usual.. held in hall.
Principal talks.. blahblahblah..
Teachers take pledge.
Some items and BNSS Idol.
Fireblaze won this year BNSS Idol.
& its Farnaim from 5B! My former class.
Farnaim look so shuai sia! weets~ lols
I think there are many happenings sia.
So proud of 5B too.
We also won the Handball competion during National day.
4A also not bad luhhs.
We had First in the toilet thingy.
Damn nice i swear. (=
Anyways, this year BNSS Idol, all malays.
I prefer last year BNSS Idol.
Stella rocks. (=
One very big major thing.
FIREBLAZE LOST INTERHOUSE COMPETITION!!
Damn! Our many years record in BNSS broken le. sians.

Wa! I tell you ahhs..
Today very paisehh sia..
Saw ALOT of ex BNSS!
paisehh like hell..
Those who dont know me must be thinking why Im still there.. lols

After school, Macs, Home

Used my beloved com.
I am so tired that I play Poker halfway, I fell asleep.
Lols.

Went to Tm with Lw, Yc and Cal today
Watched Year 1. Not bad luhhs.
hahas..
TanYingChuan did something extraordinary today.
But not going to tell you guys.
I think I sleep also can blush. (=

I think ahh I later go sleep will sleep like pig. hees.
So long nvr recharge le.
Probably will slp for 12 hours. lols

Tmr is school hoilday
I hope Im not going to stay at home all day..
Lw already got company. (=
I wonder...

2009-08-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN =)

Well, spent hours working on it de.
This blog skin may look simple,
but its SO complicated on the inside! hahas
Its actually not really the actual skin..
I just pick some ideas here and there.. =)
Kinda tedious.

Oh. I realised that I have not slept in 2 days. Power.. =)

Today, is FAMILY day!
Hahahas.. Not really luhhs..
Its just that I stayed home today
and every family members are home. Lols.
Okayy.. Im the only one who runs about. Hee.

&& I just watched a show called.. erms.. PK something de..
I have de "box". You know..
Only a few peeps know I guess.. Haas
Anyways, its very nice! Thumbs UP. =)
There are representatives from Singpore to compete in Taiwan if Im not wrong.
Its a singing competition
&& there is this girl,
She totally amazed me. Its like WOW!
She is 15 & her voice is amazing!
Im awestruck. (jaws hanging) Hahas.
Im pretty sure it wasnt because she sang Angela's song "Bu Tong"
Best part is.. She is from Singapore!
I suddenly felt so proud to be a Singporean. Lols.

Hmms.. I realised I had fun with my sis and bro just now.
We are like 3 small kids together and we're LOAO =D
I think im starting to laugh like Andy already.
My face kinda look like his when im laughing..
And my sis laughs at me.
I dont know why.. I said this silly thing to them when im still laughing..
Im like.."Hahahaha! Haha-Ehrr- C-can youall laugh with your eyes open widerrr? Hahahas"
Lols. Really silly..
We sort of started doing funny faces and LOAO =D
We also tried laughing with our eyes wider.
Difficult to control. Like want kek sai like that. Lols.
Self consciously, when people laugh, their eyes smaller mahs..
Lols. You totally cannot see my sis's eyes when she laughs..
Oh! Not forgetting Sherry! Hahas!
Oops! She is going to see this when she come backs from Thailand.. =D

*
Random-s
hope my family members dont see this

FAMILY

Father And Mother, I Love You
Not forgetting my sis and bro & of course, my grandma
.

.
I may feel lonely at times.
but I couldnt ask for anything more.

Let bygones be bygones :)

2009-08-23T17:15:00.001+08:00

Hello-s!!

Random-s.

Do ALL Music Express phones download UNLIMITED FREE songs?

& any advice or reviews on N97?

Or

LG phone's better?

2009-08-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

MY SAVIOUR OF THE DAY!
DEXTER!

My beloved Dexter gonna teach me everything "out of textbook" (:
Thanks to him. I can upload photos le.
Yippies! (:

Enough of pics for the moment..

Here goes..

I woke up at 2plus am this morning.
Tossed and turned in my bed.
I had fever and im very xinku that i woke up.
Almost cried.

I started thinking.. of him..
The one who will always be with me when im sick.
Now that hes gone..
I felt so helpless..

& lastly..

heartwrenching pain inflicted on me

2009-08-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

BOO BLOGGER!!

Randomly..
I want to hop out of my house.
Well. who to call.. LW? Nicol? DunPing?

Life at home is soooo boring.
But my books doesnt want to get out of my bag yeah.. LOL

FREAKIN' BORED!!

& Oh!
ChiiNaaa "Cheng Cheng" makes me wana puke.
I wish my hands fly to ur face if i'm there
and make your foundation pack fall off ur face
leaving you the skins of a granny and "mosquito bites"
& the foundation Co. shall PROSPER! LaughOutLouds.

Craps :)

2009-08-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

Random.

Blogger can't upload photos.
My STM memory card is used up.
So im uploading the data here.

-Im having sorethroat.
-I just had my Science Practicals Prelims today. (gotta hang myself)
-My sis pretended to be sick today and gave school a miss. (tsk tsk tsk) (so like me..)
-Im having a terrible headache.
-I am going to have fever soon.
-I wish that my blog isnt about love anymore.
-I am going to find a HP with good camera, can download free songs and good music of course.
-I wish i can live with LW.
-I feel that im so random nowadays.
-I want to save up money.
-I hate my phone or rather.. my mum's phone.
-I hate Nurmahhh.
-I love LeeWee.
-I'm missing alot of people now.
-I think that Blogger sucks.
-I think I'm gonna be blind.
-I think that guys are the ones difficult to understand.
while girls are like an open book.
sometimes its too easy to read and you will think its difficult to understand why.

Ciaos.
-Im going to take my temperature n get out of house.

2009-08-09T13:08:00.001+08:00

FUCKED IT!
Everyone has got their own personal stuffs to be left unspoken
I dont see any reason why i should tell you.
Its personal and i got the right not to say.
I dont see why its so hard for to you to get over some shit like this
It is SO WHAT THE HELL
Are you telling me that everybody just have to tell you their secrets?
So as for YOU not to be so PekChek,
Pouting like some idiotic person and Racking your brain trying to know what it is?
What's worse?
You fucking hell walk de hell out of me
FOR?
for not telling you what it is
Okay!
Can someone tell me did i do anyting wrong here?

2009-07-31T14:03:00.000+08:00

I felt so goddamn stupid crying over him.

a guy who thinks he is so very handsome.
as a result.. a guy who is so flirt.
as a result.. a guy who doesnt cherish love.
as a result.. a guy who perhaps dont even been through true love before.
& therefore.. a guy who doesnt even know what love is.

The First time i met him.
I am just so happy, delighted, nervous, shy, excited, breathless.
Never before..
He manage to make my heart pump so fast.
He manage to make me blush.
He manage to make me smile so ever sweet.

The Second time i met him.
I am so disappointed, pissed, torn apart.
He just disappoint me, making my heart so cold.
He just pissed me off, making me so speechless in anger.
He just torn my heart by walking away forever.

yeahh.. wadever.
"Friday i will go your house find you if you dont meet me."
"I cant promise you Forever but I can promise you Now"
"I Love You"
yeahh.. wadever.
Stupid!!
When you matured, YOU WILL REALISE WHY I SAY YOU ARE STUPID!!

yea.. I'm stupid too..
I shouldnt even love a person so much.
I shouldnt.
People like me just get hurt so easily.
People like me just love so wholeheartedly.
I shouldnt..

People came back to me because of the same reason Stupid

2009-07-21T00:07:00.002+08:00

Its been so many days since i had a proper sleep.
Looks like today i couldnt sleep well again.

Sorry people.
Tanyingchuan is so tired.
I donno how much more i can take.
I donno if i could hold on any longer.
It wasnt anybody.
It was myself.
I cant do it alone.
My heart is aching. I felt so empty. so lonely.

Sometimes I really need someone to rely on.
I really need someone to love me.
I really need someone to be there for me.
I really need someone to hold me tight.

I am so messed up now.
My brain isnt working anymore.
Perhaps what my father said was right.
I.. I am speechless now.

I wish for someone to take me away.

Im just like any other girls

who needs love.

2009-07-18T18:40:00.002+08:00

At darling house now..
This morning woke up.
Still abit tired. Eyes wanna close again.
I'm like so pig.
12 hours sleep still not enough. Heh.
Brush teeth.Wash face.
Saw didi watching Wall E!! So cute! :)
I sat down and watch too! lols.
After watchin, bathe.
Mum brought BurgerKing Breakfast for me.
She missed work today b'cos she fell down yesterday. Wth.
She scold didi and fell down 2stairs outside my corridor.
Toot Mum. Hahas.
Packed bag and off to darling house.
Do 1 POA Quest. Chat. Mahjong. Com.

I realised so many things being me.
Pardon me for saying it out.
But this has been going on for too many years.
I just couldn't bottle it up anymore.
All the guys come near me just for relationship.
No relationship? No friends.
Girls?
Well. Worse.
Once they see guys swoop around me,
Or they like the guy but the guy like me,
they went all crazy.
Jealous or wadever. All sorts of stupid reason.
Some jealous of looks.
So? What do they want me to do?
Plastic huh? Make myself uglier? What?
Each time, I walk past a couple,
the guy looks at me and the girl dont like it.
I ALWAYS diao the guy.
Cant he be more faithful?
I ALWAYS tell guys I hate 3rd parties.
and I will NEVER be one.
I have ALWAYS wanted WHOLEHEARTEDLY to be able to make friends with everyone, with 4A and so on.
But I never succeed for 4 Fucking years!!
I have been trying and trying!
All i get is crying and crying.
My darling is the ONLY one with me when i was down.
Out of relationshp & Family problems.
I know her through OrientationCamp.
Friends? or PasserBys?
They just come and go.
When I have problems or im sick, then you know who TRULY is ur friend.
So how do i F'ing hell make friends?
Most of the time or All of the time,
I won't be able to make friends.
I could only have a boyfriend to be by my side.
I tried to make friends with boyfriend's friend.
They would be gone when the relationship ends.
& every SINGLE thing ends. No calls. No msges. Nothing.
Boyfriends gets bored easily or
Boyfriends just always sees better girls or better lookin ones
and they just leave you with nothing.
Guys always give freaking excuses like
1.My feelings fade.
2.I'm afraid I get hurt.
3.I dont think you are the one for me.
This excuses are so F'ing Outdated. LameShit.
In the first place, don't say ''I think you are the one I have been looking for.''
Don't promised ''My feelings for you will never fade''
JUST DONT LIE! Assholes
So.
I dont ever get TRUE friends. I dont ever get GOOD, LOYAL boyfriend.
& on top of that, I dont get family's LOVE.
How do i lived or survive?
The truth is. Yes. I have always wanted to commit suicide.
The fact is. Nobody cares.

nobody..

*_____+*priincess*+_____*

_+priincess+_